this is a really difficult post for me to write. i’m hugely embarrassed and i wish to god i didn’t have to make this post but i don’t know what else to do.
i can’t get into specifics — and, i’m sorry, but i really don’t want to get into specifics either, it’s just really personal and i don’t feel comfortable sharing online — but i’m in sore need of money. i have about ten dollars to live off of for myself, josh, and our cat, indefinitely.
to top it off, our landlady’s requested partial rent early because she’s just found out someone’s defrauded her.
my rent this month is 600 dollars, and we have no food save a box of mashed potatoes and a couple of cans of vegetables. my laptop is also on the fritz, which means I can’t work on commissions well — i only need a few more parts for my desk top.
this situation was incredibly unexpected and i am already behind on commissions so i can’t do much more than what’s already on my plate.
i put up a donation button on my main page. or, you can just donate [here], in USD.
i don’t expect money for nothing, so if you do want to commission me and don’t mind waiting for a while then please feel free to do so. you can send me your commission info [here].
thanks for reading.
I fixed the donation link in this post! I’m so sorry about that ._.
I said I’d post a selfie once I fixed my hair, so here.
I couldn’t figure out how to do lighting properly (as you can tell, I am no photographer) so the colors are a bit off. If you want a frame of reference, my sweater is actually more of an emerald green kind of color in real life. ANYWAY YEAH HI HERE IS MY FACE.
I don’t know if you’re depressed or not, but I do know that this is a really common feeling among depressed people. We often wonder if we’re really depressed, or if we’re just incapable of dealing with the way we feel. We wonder things like “what if I’m not sick? What if it’s just me? Am I insulting all the really sick people if I call myself one?”
You can have depression without being diagnosed with depression. You can have depression even if it’s not as bad as other people’s depression. Same goes for anxiety and all illnesses and problems. It’s normal to feel as though just because your problem isn’t more serious or more a certain way, then it’s not important. It’s a feeling, not a fact though.
I think you should talk to your doctor again or to another doctor or to anyone you think could help really.
I just stopped being sad(:
These books are super adorable. Def guaranteed to put a smile on your face!! Love them!
Thank you! *hugs you forever*